What's a mom to do?

Marc is teething...which translates into a cranky, clingy, crying child 24/7. Andrew is worn out from the non-stop, on the go pace we've been keeping and wants to be held, read to, cuddled with...all the time. So, what's a mom to do when she needs to fix dinner, make a casserole for dad's potluck holiday dinner and clean up? Make cookies, of course!

Because, when there are two beaters with cookie dough and two kids, Mom can get at least ten minutes of peace and quiet. Hallelujah!

Just for you, our favorite chocolate chip cookie recipe. The vanilla pudding makes them so moist and chewy and yummy good!

1 cup butter, softened

3/4 cup brown sugar

1/4 cup sugar

1 teaspoon vanilla

1 package (3.5 oz.) vanilla instant pudding

2 eggs

2 1/4 cups flour

1 tsp baking soda

12 oz package chocolate chips

Cream butter, sugars, vanilla and pudding mix. Beat in eggs, Add baking soda and flour until mixed. Stir in flour. Drop by heaping teaspoonful onto cookie sheets and bake for 8-9 minutes at 375 degrees.

Happy Thanksgiving friends!

This year I am so very thankful for my dear husband whose strength I lean on daily; my two beautiful children who make me laugh with their antics and daily shower me with their unconditional love; and my Jesus for even when life is full of stuggles, there is joy in the journey!

Moving Day

Moving Day was one week ago today -- in a mere four hours, with the help of so many WONDERFUL family and friends, all of our belongings were loaded into two PODS. I have never witnessed such amazing packing skills before...I don't think another thing could have fit into either one of those "garages." It's been a long two weeks...we have packed our lives into boxes and garages, filled a storage shed, scrubbed our old townhouse from top to bottom, lived through sickness, moved in with a family member, tried to constantly reassure Andrew that we'd all be together and his bed will be fine living in the garage, and now, it looks like we'll be able to settle on our home right around the first of December.

Our home: http://www.4308franconiaroad.com/

I never realized buying and owning a home would be such an emotional journey. First we loved the house, then not so much (we've had a lot of sewer/septic issues that took over two months to resolve), then we started looking at other places, and now, I'm ready to be back in my own space. Do I still love the house? Yes, no, perhaps I'm just indifferent right now. Am I starting to think about paint colors again and dream of remodeling the kitchen? Yes, of course. This time, however, it's tempered with the exhaustion that I feel from the move...perhaps we'll move a little more slowly in the home rennovations. Of course, I'm told that house projects never end!!

So there you have it folks...it looks like we'll be calling our moving crew back again to unload those carefully packed PODS...this time we only have two levels instead of three and the big piece of furniture stays on the main floor!

What have I learned from this journey? I don't know yet...maybe I never will. But as we enter this season of thanksgiving and holidays, I will tell you that I'm thankful for having a roof over my head, family members who welcome us with open arms, food on the table and clothes to wear. And I'm grateful for all those friends and family who willingly and lovingly gave of their time to help us out in ways that were far beyond measure.

My dad takes a quick break from moving to play with Andrew's new toy. Boys and their toys...they never do grow up!

REALLY!?!?!

In the midst of packing, moving, trying to settle on a house, dealing with sickness and an out of town visitor, we also have to deal with this:

Really, Andrew? Another trip to the ER? Weren't we just there six weeks ago? Thank goodness daddy's new insurance just kicked in yesterday.

Oh son...the days with you are never boring. We're just thankful you and your thumb are OK...but please, don't try to cut your hair using daddy's razor again, OK?

Happenings...

We are in the midst of packing:

There are boxes everywhere and enough questions to match the amount of boxes in the house. Do I need to pack this? What are the odds that I'll need this?

Will I be in a house that's mine before Christmas? Before Valentine's Day? Before my birthday?

What toys can I pack away? What books should I take?

This move has me unsettled...in so many ways. Emotionally I'm told I'm handling it with grace and yet I feel as if I could sit in a corner and cry for a good day. I'm tired, the whole family is in various stages of sickness, packing boxes is so much fun with two young children (note to self, cell phone should not ever be put on vibrate lest I don't hear it ring when it's "packed" in a box by my kids) and physically, I have no idea how long it will be till we're settled. Why is it that I want to be settled?

Does God call us to be settled? These are the questions I find myself facing as I deal with life and all that it's throwing at me right now. I don't have answers, only questions. And the reassurance of heaven. And so, as I question "WHY" in the midst of packing boxes, I say a quick prayer of thanks for the gift of salvation and a very long prayer begging God to speak to my children's hearts that they too may receive this very precious gift.

In the midst of all of this chaos, we have found some time to enjoy the weather. Both kids love raking leaves and jumping (crawling) through them. I love these two...their zeal for life, their enthusiasm, their laughter, their smiles and their hugs. I am a blessed woman!

Flight of the Bumblebee

If ever there was a tune to summarize my life at this moment, this would be it....the flight of the bumblebee. With an impending move, the unknown of where we're to live, how long we'll be there, the everyday demands of taking care of our kids, cooking, cleaning (ok, maybe not!), laundry and well, life; I feel as if I'm flying from thing to thing and really, not much is being accomplished. Pack a box, read a book, change a diaper, pack a box, pack a box, play with tractors, put kids down for naps, pray they're on the same sleep schedule so I can pack a few boxes....oh, this is the life I lead at the moment.

Today we heard a sermon on being content in all situations (Phillipians 4:10-); I wouldn't say that I'm discontent with the situation we're living; I had just really hoped to be settled at this point in my life. I sometimes wonder what God is trying to teach me through our attempt to purchase a house, settle and live in it. I don't know what lessons I'll take from this or if I'll ever know the whys, but I was struck by the fact that as restless as I feel now in the immediate unknown, how very grateful I am to have the assurance of heaven. And I was brought to my knees praying for that same assurance for my kids...oh how I want them to know Jesus.

And so the craziness continues in our house. Pack more boxes, fold more laundry, read more books, sing more songs, and continually pray that the Lord will lead us to where He wants us to live and not just where we want.

This is where my thoughts are this crazy Sunday. Does anyone else feel as if they should have been to bed hours ago? :-)